I don't want to be worried so how do i get over it?(it's kinda a long story)(read if you dare LOL)?

In my opinion you need to toughen up a bit, and give it to your boyfriend straight. Set down some ground rules, and if he doesn't comply to them, it may be time to take a break from each other. I know that sounds like a really lame idea, but maybe you need to find someone who you can trust more. Good luck my dear! I'm giving you an air hug right now :)